10.08am 27 April 2006 Thursday
We overslept again and missed badminton. Michael and Oona came over last night to watch the Lakers vs. Suns game, but the home team lost. Tasha was begging for scraps the whole night, and for this, her big dopey eyes served her well. An adorable yellow Lab spotted our open car door promptly clambered in and made herself at home on the driver's seat. The funniest thing was, she didn't sniff or lick at anything in the car, but just stared at us as if saying, "OK, I'm ready! Let's go!"
I'm writing in circles today. Looking through Francis' Flickr last week and unexpectedly coming across his picture suddenly made me feel... I don't know what it made me feel. It's disturbing because I'm in a relationship with a wonderful guy (who incidentally SMSed me this very moment)... and just by seeing a glimpse of him made me confused all over again. See, the thing is, I'm not confused as in I want to give up everything at a drop of a hat. It's more like me asking myself, what the heck is this nagging feeling gnawing at the back of my consciousness, and why is it there.
I don't even know what to write or say. I did mention to H, in passing, that I saw that picture. But at that moment when I downplayed it, I realised it was utterly contradictory - if I had forgotten, why would I have brought it up? In any case, I'll let the sleeping dogs lie. It'll disappear as it had before, and I will be back into my contented sphere again.
The semester is coming to an end but I don't even feel the mad, hectic rush to study. Having non-cumulative exams help alot, though. It's about 2 weeks to the end of school and to Singapore, and I can't wait to show H around!
1 comment:
ME ME ME!! i wanna show him around with u too!!! hehehe :)
of course, 'showing him around' will comprise of "oh!! this place has nice curry puffs!" or "oh! you MUST try this!!" i'm sure.
i can't wait... i've marked out the day you come back on my calendar.
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